Today I remembered:

1) Why I stopped reading novels. (Which was a strange thing for someone as arguably intelligent and fond of literature as me to do.)
2) How utterly incompetent I am at living life. I'm so easy to set off, just whisper-whisper-whisper, like that!

In other news... Sick again. I mean, beyond the sinusitis. Actually, this might be the ( Read more... )

...My schedule is so dead.

They haven't done schedules yet, but I get the feeling schedule conflicts will kick me out of AP English.

There's a long story as to why I'm predicting that, but the short story is that my class is a bunch of Bad Overacheivers that Need to Suck It Up and Take AP because Overacheivers Should Want to Take AP English. And that ( Read more... )

In the past two days, my parents have said (not literal quotes, mostly because they're translated and/or condensed):

"Buying $100 in Christmas gifts for you makes you spoiled."
"How many percent do you want to go to Yellowstone, and how many percent do you want to go to Japan to watch a Morning Musume concert?" (can you tell me what my answer was/how ( Read more... )

OH, LIFE.

five days until christmas (four, depending on your point of view), and i'm just totally down in the dumps. ...then again, aren't i always...?

maybe i'll make some new year's resolutions this time around. then again... how can you get to a point when you have no idea how?

there's three months and three days until my birthday. i love the ( Read more... )

...It's official. I have chronic sinusitits.

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I started saline rinses today... (Yes, I was supposed to start them three weeks ago. Shut up. Just because I'm chicken -)

They hurt like a bitch. Actually, I'm not sure if hurt is the right term, but they left me in tears. It didn't hurt ( Read more... )

Sometimes, I wonder -

If my mom weren't a doctor, how much medication would I be on?

(As for why that is... Because my mom is a doctor, I never go to the doctor's, and mommy, of course, is more-or-less in denial about the whole need for medication... and I will admit I hide the extent of that need from her.)

...Ah, perhaps it's for the best... I did ( Read more... )

... I'm like a black hole for compliments, really... I can never quite have enough.

I have love deficiency I never quite feel loved, haha.

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...Well, I don't, and that's the truth. No amount of denying it will change it, will it? So I might as well just say it. Even if I "know" people like/love me... I can't ever "feel" it. Oh, it's perfectly awful ( Read more... )

 What do I mean by surface overachiever? Well, first of all, everyone in real life thinks I am, and second of all, I am stuck with overachievers due to a handy-dandy program in which I'm stuck with the same twenty people in every class.... So, unfortunately, I need to function at an overachiever level. Which is kind of hard when you're as lazy as I ( Read more... )

Ah, recently, I've gotten some new friends, so I wanted to talk about, like, real life me! I don't want to tell people where I live just because I don't believe in flocked posts (I friend anyone who asks anyway) and posting places publicly is so not kosher. But, hey, unless you happen to have seen my house, how can house photos hurt?

Well, okay, not ( Read more... )

 Okay, so everyone on my flist seems to be going through lots of shit (at least the ones that post often ( Read more... )